2 days!
two days till i'm SIXTEEN! sweet sixteen here i come! wee! today i have aLOT of cleaning to do considering my partys TOMORO! MISSY DAMMIT! call me! she-it. but yea so i am just hanging out at megans right now or at least until like...12:30 or somthing. but i'm tired a bit. last night i started bawling my eyes out because everyone is graduating and daivds going to boot camp and i dont want to forget them, or be forgotten. also seeing david so hurt by me and seeing him go through the same thing again...made me realize he really helped me be the person i've become. he's kinda like my hero...i know it sounds weird but i told him that and i was crying so hard and it was kinda pathetic but it felt good to get it out because all this pain in my stomach kinda went away...but now i feel much better. but yea we watched porn at Treys house last night...it was raunchy as hell! twas like...ew. so my partys tomoro and i'm all excited like. Denis is coming over today so i'm excited about that.its gonna be fun. but i've got to clean alot too. fuck. but yea Jake can come to my b-day party so YEY! :D! parents CAN be useful. i wish i had some toast. mmm potato bread toast... my hamster stopped peeing on people! although shes kinda a lesbian. oh well as long as she breeds later. i want to convince my mom to take me to IHOP. i want some pancakes and some bacon. maybe denis could come too if he has the cash. cha-CHING! but yea so thats about all. lata
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