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Aug 08, 2005 19:33

Wow. I think it just might be time for an update.

So the summer is almost over and it's almost time to go back to school. I'm going to be working full time and going to school full time. It's the only way to afford to live and make any decent money. But I'm back at UCF which is extremely exciting.

I'm looking forward to fall. Looking forward to school starting. I'm done with this summer. I can honestly say that it has been one of the worst summers ever. You know, I was really excited to have my first Florida summer...but I worked all the time, never really went to the pool or to the beach...and things between Justin and I were so up and down it was taking up all of my energy. I have a lot on my plate right now and it's really hard.

I missed out on a lot by being down here this summer. I missed my first summer with my Etka boys. I missed going on vacation with them. I spent my first 4th of July completely alone and didn't get to see any fireworks. Plenty of people called me, though, to remind me how much fun I was missing [Belinda, Shar, Pam, my parents]. It was hard to not do anything on the 4th because it's my favorite holiday. I missed the family trip to Kentucky. I missed being in Buffalo with everyone, being in the city with Shar...

All my roommates have officially moved out [the last one was very unexpected] so now I'm living by myself for a few weeks until someone new moves in. It's really depressing because I'm going to have to start taking down the things on the walls that made our apartment so interesting. A collection of beer ads, bikini models and movie posters that the guys have gained/bought/stolen over the years. A new era of people will move in and new friendships will form, I'm sure...but I want the old ones back. It sucks.

My parents are planning on coming down for Thanksgiving...so that's something to look forward to. My mother is turning 50 the day they come down and she's trying to avoid it like the plague. My birthday is coming up soon, too. The big 2-1. I doubt I'll do anything for it, though. I wish someone would help make some plans or I had someone to do something with but I just don't see it happening. Plus, I'm turning 21 on a Sunday night and there's not many choices of places to go on Sunday. And I can't actually do anything on my real birthday night because I'll have class the next day at 9AM. I dunno, we'll see.

I guess this is all for now. Who knows when my computer will be fixed. Until then I'll just keep trying to get on Justin's to see how everyone is doing.
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