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Everything is fine. It could all be better, it could be worse, but I'm glad that I can say fine. I'm happy.
My job is the same. Laurel Bay is absolutely insane, but I make the most of it. I enjoy my time with the residents, I don't really have a problem with any of my co-workers, and I work with my best friends. Clancy, Bryan and Sasha are such wonderful people and I just want to be friends with them for the rest of my life. Clancy understands that he and I are friends and that's how it's going to stay. Whenever he gets nutty or overbearing, I explain to him firmly and distance myself for a bit. His birthday is tomorrow! We're gonna rage tonight and I'm psyched. I baked him a birthday cake yesterday with a rice krispies treats bottom and funfetti top, with homemade cream cheese icing on top! That's what he wanted!
I haven't met anyone, but I don't really care. I don't want to meet anybody. I want to be happy being on my own and not thinking about emotions and cuddling and sex all the time. I mean...don't get me wrong, I get lonely like any normal person would...but it doesn't feel like the end of the world that I don't have a man in my life. I'm comfortable being out with all couples. When I see couples walking down the street holding hands, I feel bad for them because I know they probably won't last. He'll probably leave her for a fat hairdresser! Haha, not really, but it's funny to think of it that way, right?
I miss all of my Montclair friends. I wish I lived just a little closer.
I have some days off during the week coming to me. Sue put me back on weekends, so I can apply to buttloads of physical therapy places on my day off!
My job is the same. Laurel Bay is absolutely insane, but I make the most of it. I enjoy my time with the residents, I don't really have a problem with any of my co-workers, and I work with my best friends. Clancy, Bryan and Sasha are such wonderful people and I just want to be friends with them for the rest of my life. Clancy understands that he and I are friends and that's how it's going to stay. Whenever he gets nutty or overbearing, I explain to him firmly and distance myself for a bit. His birthday is tomorrow! We're gonna rage tonight and I'm psyched. I baked him a birthday cake yesterday with a rice krispies treats bottom and funfetti top, with homemade cream cheese icing on top! That's what he wanted!
I haven't met anyone, but I don't really care. I don't want to meet anybody. I want to be happy being on my own and not thinking about emotions and cuddling and sex all the time. I mean...don't get me wrong, I get lonely like any normal person would...but it doesn't feel like the end of the world that I don't have a man in my life. I'm comfortable being out with all couples. When I see couples walking down the street holding hands, I feel bad for them because I know they probably won't last. He'll probably leave her for a fat hairdresser! Haha, not really, but it's funny to think of it that way, right?
I miss all of my Montclair friends. I wish I lived just a little closer.
I have some days off during the week coming to me. Sue put me back on weekends, so I can apply to buttloads of physical therapy places on my day off!