Dec 15, 2004 13:25
although i've only been awake for 2+ hours, this is by far the best tuesday in a long time. no energy lecture, followed by no rcv lecture, followed by no energy lab, and finally, no math w/ creepy brad. unfortunately today won't be that fantastic, as i have my rcv final in a few hours. but lets not think about that now. how about going home? because i've been ready to do that for some time now. my mom called me yesterday to talk about a few things, flight times, xmas gifts, and out of nowhere i began crying. i don't think she noticed, and i recovered myself easily, but after we hung up the tears came back. they finally stopped after tash and casey cheered my up and distracted my mind with their dressing up and playing goofy xmas music. i never really felt homesick until that phone call. i'm glad to be going home and all, but i'm ok with not seeing my family and friends for this long, because i know i'll see them soon. but listening to my mom teasing about if i'm ever going to come home again just flipped a switch or something, and i was overwhelmed by sadness i wasn't used to. i guess this is something everyone goes thru when they leave home for a long period of time, just how it hits us and how we deal depends on the person. i have to admit that it felt good to cry, and i might just do it again today, because she said she'd call back....
on a lighter note, i'd like to point out the latest journal entry of dothetashtash, and anyone who thinks its ok to show some major PDA in the laundry room must read her entry, because it is NOT ok.
thats all for now, i can't stick to writing this stuff without getting bored and distracted by anything that moves, but i'll keep trying every now and then.
ciao ciao