×This is hell×
okay, well I woke up this morning with a fever of 201.2 and im pretty sure thats not good...now I cant go back to bed though, i had to force myself too all night long I swear i woke up every hour atleast, my mom came in my room at like 2 though she told me luke just came over but she told him i was sleeping, she said he looked really sad and he said he had to talk to me...from then on alls i kept thinking was omgsh...its probably somthing about tony, tony and ryan, goll, all night i thought of thoes to guys...me and ryan talked on the phone lsat night tho...online he was signing off and he said " love you jess" and signed off, i called him and I asked him if he would please not say that to me...I dont want to pressure him into anything, but I seriously like him so much..no matter how much ive been hurt already i still want him back, yeah i know i have problems its not my fault..its those parents of mine i tell you. lol.. but now marlons online so im gonna go talk to him, and cait just got off shes sick too, shes really worried about me though, but she shouldn't be, hehe, ill be fine!! :)