un-subjected!
hey everybody well i talked to sam and for the half hour that i did nothing happened i guess i woke hi up or something but i dunno i just wanna be cool with him like we were b4 homecoming but i guess it can't happen and that suxs cuz its on;y towards me does he acts so funnie! like he still talks to dina the sam but me no he acts like i am not alive sometimes and that hurts a lot and it suxs cuz i like him alot but he don't know that cuz i don't know how to tell him with out sounding chezzy which suxs even more cuz i want him to know how i feel but yea i don't think i will have a boyfreind for the next two years because my brother is going to get in the way and his freinds are nosy so yea i don't have a clue but its sad cuz i want middle school back i want being younger back when boys had koddies and they were "icky" but no now all gurls think about is how hot that boy is or who is with who and all guys think about (even at my age) is how fast they can get into a gurls pants and im sry but i am not like that so yea even thou my sn might make it seem that way i am not and thats the kind of guys i fall for are the one that only want to get into you pants or just wanna " hit that" but for now i will just keep on getting good grades and chillin with my freinds when i can because boys are not worth it any more ( i should know i have gotten in trouble for them enough) so yea but thats all i have to say for now because i am going to think of a way to tell sam that i really do like him and the flirting with all these gurls hurts but hey i don't think he cares cuz after all he was all over my best freind in front of me but i guess he don't get the point that i flippin like him but yea thats really all i have to say now!!
luv ya ,
me the freshman