LEAVING!
hey well i am leaving tomarrow moring for eight days so call the cell if you need summin but i dunno i don't really wanna go and see my grandma because she is just soo diff and x-mas has become one of the hardest times for me because it around were my grandpa died and vince is around and my mom knows that i don't like him that much and that i think my grandma has changed and don't luv me because she is just soooo diff and it hurts sum times to see how she has changed but i dunno and now all this drama has came up and its like 2 weeks b4 school but i wana get away from this because i don't need this rite now but i know that once i get back all that is gonna come up is drama and now i guess i have a locker by my bro so yea it should be crazy and i dunno lately tj has been being really mad so thats gonna be on my mind while i am gone and then when libby leaves in september i gotta look out for mark cuz ya we all know there are alot of flirts out there and my sn just proves it but i am not like that it just looked like a good thing to pick cuz noone had it but i dunno i haven't done ne thing and i wanna go and hang out with ppl b4 skool starts but its a lil late cuz i leave todae and i have to clean and pack and then at 6 i gotta get my hair done and then i won't get home till nine but like i said call the cell tonite and i will talk to you fo sho but i dunno if i wanna talk to ne one b4 i leave but i gotta call paige and i haven't talked to chris in like a week which is funnie and me and tj had become closer but i don't think our freindship is gonna work cuz i duno he is just werid now and plus all teh stress of school i have alreayd had to talk to my parents about school and being more mature but my bro is gonna be driving me to school so it should be funnie. but i am scared about school because i don't know if i am gonan get picked on or what because just because i was well known in middle school don't mean s**t and rite now the right side of my head hurts so i will update tonite when i get home from getting my hair done but i dunno lets just say that i am scared and worried and don't know what to do if ne one else feels or felt this way as a freshman feel free to comment i would luv to know i am not alone!!