i can't get you out of my mind, or my heart....
my world is crashing around me. everything i thought, keyword thought was real, is not. i can't love anyone like i loved him, like i love him. even after almost 4 years, i still can't shake him from my head, from my heart. it is like he vanished, but a piece of him always lived on in me.
gavin-i know this is a long shot. i know it has been forever, but i am holding out on some kind of hope, no matter how small it is-that you will see this, that you will get back to me. i need you, i want you, i love you.
you keep popping up into my dreams, every single night. you are there, and it is so real, and i wish i could just reach out and grab you, make you mine again. no one compares to you, no one will ever be you. no one understands me like you do.
i miss you so fucking much xoxo <3
"and you can see my heart beating
you can see it through my chest
and i’m terrified but i’m not leaving
know that i must pass this test
so just pull the trigger....."
gavin-i know this is a long shot. i know it has been forever, but i am holding out on some kind of hope, no matter how small it is-that you will see this, that you will get back to me. i need you, i want you, i love you.
you keep popping up into my dreams, every single night. you are there, and it is so real, and i wish i could just reach out and grab you, make you mine again. no one compares to you, no one will ever be you. no one understands me like you do.
i miss you so fucking much xoxo <3
"and you can see my heart beating
you can see it through my chest
and i’m terrified but i’m not leaving
know that i must pass this test
so just pull the trigger....."