Empty!
i'm house-sitting for the wilsons while they party in the sun and sand on st. john island in the (US) virgin islands. it's kinda lonely and quiet. i'm trying to remember if i've ever been alone in my own house for more than a week at a time, and i don't think i have. i wonder if i'll be able to stand it. you know, it's times like this that make me wonder how people could ever live their lives single. i mean, first, i would never get anything done- i'm about as motivated as a paper clip. second, i would feel like i had no life/ friends/ love/ etc. third, i would be plain bored and probably sad, too. how do people do it? i bet they are just all these things but don't want to admit it to people.
i know i'm planning on inviting heather's friends over just cuz i can't stand this quietness. how does anyone do it? (i wonder if anyone else is thinking of who i'm thinking of when i write this...?)
i'm glad that i'm in love w/ someone and she's in love w/ me so that i don't have to live by myself ever. i just wouldn't be able to do it. i can't wait for the future to really get here. i will just love to cook and clean and decorate and sit in and admire my OWN living place. won't that just be awesome? i think so. i also can't wait to buy my own car- except for the part where it requires a lot of money. i guess you just have to deal with that, huh?
man, i wish i had more motivation. how do you get that? i know i don't have it, and yet i still don't do anything about it. it sucks. when will it get so bad that i finally get rid of it? this is why i like being super busy- because i have to be motivated, there's no free time involved to stop me. those were the days...
i know i'm planning on inviting heather's friends over just cuz i can't stand this quietness. how does anyone do it? (i wonder if anyone else is thinking of who i'm thinking of when i write this...?)
i'm glad that i'm in love w/ someone and she's in love w/ me so that i don't have to live by myself ever. i just wouldn't be able to do it. i can't wait for the future to really get here. i will just love to cook and clean and decorate and sit in and admire my OWN living place. won't that just be awesome? i think so. i also can't wait to buy my own car- except for the part where it requires a lot of money. i guess you just have to deal with that, huh?
man, i wish i had more motivation. how do you get that? i know i don't have it, and yet i still don't do anything about it. it sucks. when will it get so bad that i finally get rid of it? this is why i like being super busy- because i have to be motivated, there's no free time involved to stop me. those were the days...