Jul 30, 2005 22:57
Wow long time no entry. God I fucking suck.
First and foremost...I'm in rehab. After what I did to Manny and then the rumor about her being HIV positive, I desided I need to get help. It's hard, to really talk to someone. I hate talking about my feelings. It makes me kind of feel, less of a guy. I've said too much already. Fuck.
I haven't talked to Emma. I don't even know where the babies at. I really should talk to her.
Oh yea, Ellie and I are together. For real. I'm happy.