Apr 06, 2006 14:25
I pulled a Jess and left. There is a lot reason why but the main one ISN'T Chris. I know it's a lie, but I just flipped out. What if it isn'? I give that girl EVERYTHING. I give up work for her. I take care of our kid..I do all I can. And she does that?
I can't be a father. I can't do this shit, I'm fucking up already. I just left. And Darcy tried to get me to spend the night at her house...no. I don't play this shit, ya'll.
I'm staying with Tracker for awhile, to get my head straight. All these people trying to pull me down...I can't know, no I don't know who or what to believe. Right now, I believe my little 4 month old daughter. Everyone else- who the fuck knows.
I love her so much. It hurts not to wake up next to her. But I can't do this right now. I'm gonna get fired soon, we're not gonna be able to pay for our house. You guys ever wonder why I'm so nice to Darcy? She's a lieing whore...but she has somewhere to live. And Emma isn't, so what are we gonna do if we can't pay? Yeah, try being me.
I'm out.
Sorry Chris.