worn out
Boot camp is hard. Here's the latest video of what we've been doing: http://www.etruth.com/Know/News/Story.aspx?ID=420677
Some of us are gonna keep doing it for another month. It's neat seeing everyone look so amazing after such a short period of time. I can't wait to see what two months will do.
Blah. I'm tired today. I don't want to be at work. I want a lot of things out of my life and the energy to get ANY of them isn't quite present right now (from applying to grad school to going to starbucks to get a mocha). Maybe I just haven't had enough coffee this afternoon, but every little thing just seems out of reach.
I have to go on a story now. Then I'll write it, leave and go spend the rest of my day in sweat pants, lounging around and thinking about all the junk food I can no longer eat.
I met someone, maybe. But I am wary of men I meet in this area, because one of them could potentially keep me here for much longer than I had originally intended, or, heaven forbid, try to breed with me. This means I am constantly debating remaining dateless for the entirety of my stay here, which might be just a little unneccessary, or taking a chance on people who seem alright for the time being. I've never had to think about dating in this manner, i.e. something that HAS to be temporary or have an end point. I know it never works out that way, but I'm trying to stay alert, as if the guys who express interest are trying to ruin my life instead of make it better.
... Eh, I suppose I'll give this one a try.
Some of us are gonna keep doing it for another month. It's neat seeing everyone look so amazing after such a short period of time. I can't wait to see what two months will do.
Blah. I'm tired today. I don't want to be at work. I want a lot of things out of my life and the energy to get ANY of them isn't quite present right now (from applying to grad school to going to starbucks to get a mocha). Maybe I just haven't had enough coffee this afternoon, but every little thing just seems out of reach.
I have to go on a story now. Then I'll write it, leave and go spend the rest of my day in sweat pants, lounging around and thinking about all the junk food I can no longer eat.
I met someone, maybe. But I am wary of men I meet in this area, because one of them could potentially keep me here for much longer than I had originally intended, or, heaven forbid, try to breed with me. This means I am constantly debating remaining dateless for the entirety of my stay here, which might be just a little unneccessary, or taking a chance on people who seem alright for the time being. I've never had to think about dating in this manner, i.e. something that HAS to be temporary or have an end point. I know it never works out that way, but I'm trying to stay alert, as if the guys who express interest are trying to ruin my life instead of make it better.
... Eh, I suppose I'll give this one a try.