Don't Take Life Too Seriously, It's Not Permanent.
my great-grandma died this morning. i didn't even cry, it dosn't even seem real to me. . i mean it's not like we were really close or anything, but she was family, i was named after her, she's the only family member i have ever know who has died. she sends me 5 dollers every holiday and 25 for christmas and mt birthday, i was her first great-grandchild and i share her name. i felt i owed it to her to say something. so goodbye great-grandma kathleen. i love you and i'll miss you.
then i went out and had fun. that's what she would have wanted.
we went to the beach today!!!!!!! actually we went to the dunes, but same thing. we swam for like hours. ponce, lana, tofu, nessa, rosey and me (i have nicknames for everyone but ponce, hmmmm) swam acroos the lake to the dock and had a lets-untie-each-others-swimsuits-tops-and-pants-eachother (and ourselves in one special case) party. then we swam back and than me and lana desided to do it again. will i ever learn to stop and take care of myself? but hey, it was worth it, we had fun. than we lay in the middle of the parking lot and sunbathed and listened to music and this car alsomt ran us over. them we all went to mo's and ate lots of saltines and then we went to BJ's (hehehe) and hot icecream and salt water taffy and the waiter dude told me to drink this single shot thing cause he made an extra one and everyone said i was weird. and eden said i was so cool and that she loved me. then we went to the docks and this seal came and scared us. i swear claire was tramatized for live, she wouldn't stop talking about it on the was home.
yea, so that was pretty much the only fun thing i did this weekend.
nessa, i love you sooo much, you are a life saver. you mean the world to me. if i didn't like guys so fucking much i'd say we were destined to be together.
lana, i think we're getting back. i had fun today. it's almost like old times.
ponce, keep the pickle in the pocket.
sophie, don't ask to see it.
eden, you can though. jk. i love you. sorry if you we're feeling down today. and for making you feel guilty.
love all you guys!!!!!!!1 everybody!!!!!!!!1
OK, gonna peace out. i need to take out my contacts. there killing me. i don't think they like lake water.
g'nite.
~sarah KATHLEEN
then i went out and had fun. that's what she would have wanted.
we went to the beach today!!!!!!! actually we went to the dunes, but same thing. we swam for like hours. ponce, lana, tofu, nessa, rosey and me (i have nicknames for everyone but ponce, hmmmm) swam acroos the lake to the dock and had a lets-untie-each-others-swimsuits-tops-and-pants-eachother (and ourselves in one special case) party. then we swam back and than me and lana desided to do it again. will i ever learn to stop and take care of myself? but hey, it was worth it, we had fun. than we lay in the middle of the parking lot and sunbathed and listened to music and this car alsomt ran us over. them we all went to mo's and ate lots of saltines and then we went to BJ's (hehehe) and hot icecream and salt water taffy and the waiter dude told me to drink this single shot thing cause he made an extra one and everyone said i was weird. and eden said i was so cool and that she loved me. then we went to the docks and this seal came and scared us. i swear claire was tramatized for live, she wouldn't stop talking about it on the was home.
yea, so that was pretty much the only fun thing i did this weekend.
nessa, i love you sooo much, you are a life saver. you mean the world to me. if i didn't like guys so fucking much i'd say we were destined to be together.
lana, i think we're getting back. i had fun today. it's almost like old times.
ponce, keep the pickle in the pocket.
sophie, don't ask to see it.
eden, you can though. jk. i love you. sorry if you we're feeling down today. and for making you feel guilty.
love all you guys!!!!!!!1 everybody!!!!!!!!1
OK, gonna peace out. i need to take out my contacts. there killing me. i don't think they like lake water.
g'nite.
~sarah KATHLEEN