May 23, 2005 21:35
i had such a happy day today. the sunshine makes me happy!!!!!
i babysat tonight. the little girl like most spoiled kid ever. when i have kids i'm gonna haev twins so i don't have to deal with having an only child. (no offence to all you only children, i love you!!!!!) anyway, when i got her out of the bath and was drying her off, she leaned her little blond head against my cheast, then looked up and me with her big brown eyes i smiled and she lay her head back. it made me feel so.......content.
roseys like getting to be a teenager. she looks up too me so mush and wants me to give her advice and stuff and i don't know what the fuck to do. i loved being the "big kid" and for some readon i'm upsat at her for not being a little kid anymore, but at the same time i know that she admires me so much!!!!! aggggg!!! i don't know what to do!!!
anyway. sorry, (why come i'm always apologizing?) i havn't been myself lately. i thinks its the grey weather.
anyway, love you all!!!!
Sarah