long time
i have tried to stay away for live journal, thinking that if i did, it would help my recovery. i blamed livejournal for my relapses. for my faailure to get better. it has nothing to do with live journal. it has to do with me and stress. this is the only way i know how to deal. to starve. its so depressing that at 19 i have been dealing with this since i was 11. i wasted away my childhood. and now its like im determined to waste away my adult hood as well.
what is wrong with me? why did i develop such a retarded relationship with food...whats wrong with me?
what is wrong with me? why did i develop such a retarded relationship with food...whats wrong with me?