grrrrr....
today was a bad day!
i wish some people were more understanding! i can't wait an entire week for some stupid orientation! i definately can't wait TWO weeks to start things off either! what the hell am i gonna do in the mean time? it's a waste of my freakin time! A WASTE OF TIME!!!
anywho, i just dropped off my mom at the train station. before she left i thought that a week without her would be awesome, but now that shes gone it just doesn't feel that way :( it's barely been like half an hour and i miss her already! i thought i would feel the same way it does when i leave her, but this time it was her leaving me, and it just didn't feel the same.
i was so angry and emotional about all the crap that happened today and i broke down and cried in javier's car. i felt like such a little kid. what if i'm just not ready for the big bad real world?
i wish some people were more understanding! i can't wait an entire week for some stupid orientation! i definately can't wait TWO weeks to start things off either! what the hell am i gonna do in the mean time? it's a waste of my freakin time! A WASTE OF TIME!!!
anywho, i just dropped off my mom at the train station. before she left i thought that a week without her would be awesome, but now that shes gone it just doesn't feel that way :( it's barely been like half an hour and i miss her already! i thought i would feel the same way it does when i leave her, but this time it was her leaving me, and it just didn't feel the same.
i was so angry and emotional about all the crap that happened today and i broke down and cried in javier's car. i felt like such a little kid. what if i'm just not ready for the big bad real world?