Aug 31, 2008 12:08
I have a perspective now that I have never had before. The aura of my mind is in deep purple and radiant with unknowing optimism. I am not so naive. I've learned so much from my past but now I know I can make it though the worst. Today was, to be generic, fun.
An enjoyable dinner with friends. Telling stories of our past , laughing at our mistakes not taking ourselves too seriously. I come home satisfied. a belly full of food, a smile on my face, chuckling at the stories my friends had told.
I am happy.I am in love. I am confused. I am anxious about the future. I am free.
I'm only here for this moment are u?
In the half light
Where we both stand
In the half light
You saw me as I am( can u still love me?)
But tonight you're on my mind( are u dreaming of me?)
When I'm broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight?
You know how much I need it.
Am I still beautiful when I cry can u forgive me for my tears. Am I laughable?
You say I need mini maintenance r u willing to maintain?
I hate to ask but how long is too long to change.
jeff says "black beauty I love u so". is it true do u love me as he does?
in love,
thinking about the past,
happy about my present