The end will justify the pain it took to get us there.
The week was long. Thursday wasn't as hard as i expected.
Friday came- what an eventful day...
my mom and dad left for mexico and i miss them already. i have been glued to my mom since erin's accident.
first period i worked with ally and crista at the school store and i knew something was up with dave. he pokes his head around the corner and said some cute things that ally would later reanact... and then proceeded to give me a dozen roses. it was so cute! everyone heard about it and they were put in water in the office where teachers proceeded to tell me that i had a secret admirer that gave me flowers in the office. i just laughed knowing full well who gave them to me and that my sister put them in the office.
when the day ended i went home and lishy came over to get ready for the party and so did andrew. i hadn't seen him in so long and he brought me flowers that smelt awesome. (yes i got two sets of roses lol) so we all hung out and had tai food. and then proceeded to go and set up for the party.
Guests started coming. a new guest list had to be made because the first one was lost. tons of dancing took place. games like coke and pepsi. then a wave of really really bad emotions came over me. too many to name and i tried to brush it off but i couldn't help it and went to the bathroom alone and cried. hard. my sis found me and then sheila did too which was intersting because while my sis was talking sheila proceeded to spray the air freshener all over. I thought i was fine- i went back up hoping no one would know and lys and dee and liz come over and i lost it AGAIN. that was the worst. i couldn't stop. i wanted to go home. but i didn't wanna leave my best friends in the entire world. I gained somewhat of composure and stuck it out.. while enjoying the fact that there were other problems at the party like two bottles of alcohol taken by mr. winne. haha. i was happy that the party worked out alright and that my presents were finished on time and that my friends are all 16 and i'm not. well maybe not the last one.
The next day i slept until beyond forever. where when i woke up erin upset me and said i was a depressed bitch. thanks. vikki came and cheered me up and me liz and her went to see In Good Company. And then at home we watched stepmom AND princess diaries II. oh the joys of chick flicks.
After a good/bad friday... here's to studying for exams.. oh .. joy.
Leave some messages for my sanity.
::And i'll let it be known.. times i have shown...signs of all my weakness::
Friday came- what an eventful day...
my mom and dad left for mexico and i miss them already. i have been glued to my mom since erin's accident.
first period i worked with ally and crista at the school store and i knew something was up with dave. he pokes his head around the corner and said some cute things that ally would later reanact... and then proceeded to give me a dozen roses. it was so cute! everyone heard about it and they were put in water in the office where teachers proceeded to tell me that i had a secret admirer that gave me flowers in the office. i just laughed knowing full well who gave them to me and that my sister put them in the office.
when the day ended i went home and lishy came over to get ready for the party and so did andrew. i hadn't seen him in so long and he brought me flowers that smelt awesome. (yes i got two sets of roses lol) so we all hung out and had tai food. and then proceeded to go and set up for the party.
Guests started coming. a new guest list had to be made because the first one was lost. tons of dancing took place. games like coke and pepsi. then a wave of really really bad emotions came over me. too many to name and i tried to brush it off but i couldn't help it and went to the bathroom alone and cried. hard. my sis found me and then sheila did too which was intersting because while my sis was talking sheila proceeded to spray the air freshener all over. I thought i was fine- i went back up hoping no one would know and lys and dee and liz come over and i lost it AGAIN. that was the worst. i couldn't stop. i wanted to go home. but i didn't wanna leave my best friends in the entire world. I gained somewhat of composure and stuck it out.. while enjoying the fact that there were other problems at the party like two bottles of alcohol taken by mr. winne. haha. i was happy that the party worked out alright and that my presents were finished on time and that my friends are all 16 and i'm not. well maybe not the last one.
The next day i slept until beyond forever. where when i woke up erin upset me and said i was a depressed bitch. thanks. vikki came and cheered me up and me liz and her went to see In Good Company. And then at home we watched stepmom AND princess diaries II. oh the joys of chick flicks.
After a good/bad friday... here's to studying for exams.. oh .. joy.
Leave some messages for my sanity.
::And i'll let it be known.. times i have shown...signs of all my weakness::