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ifeelsoepic

Dream ∆ 01

Jan 25, 2011 19:50

Dream Effects: Frustration, embarrassment, as well as mass amounts of awkward, near the end the frustration turns into a kind of relief though, followed with a feeling of peace almost. Before followed by more frustration, but not comparable to the first though as it lacks strength.
Warnings: Naoya, Josh being Josh, need I say more? Shounenai/BL

( Filter: Those that know Neku )

blaming naoya for life now, dream, i hate josh, i hate naoya too, i blame josh, a whole year since then, /brb hiding out of sheer embarrassment

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gimme_ur_pants January 26 2011, 05:50:55 UTC

[This face forever, Neku. Guess who's still rather pissed off at Joshua?]

ifeelsoepic January 26 2011, 05:54:59 UTC

[Aaaand guess who's still horrified that this dream got broadcasted. Yeah, he is. So much that he doesn't really notice that Shiki saw it even though he'd been hoping that she, of all people, didn't see it.]

Dammit! Why me?!

[Hating himself right now for all this, only a few days after he made up with everyone-!]

gimme_ur_pants January 26 2011, 06:09:17 UTC

[Sighs. Yeaaah, that dream of her seeing you being shot by He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named is still pretty fresh on her mind. Really, no sense of timing whatsoever, dude.]

Geez. The filters really suck, don't they?

1/2 ifeelsoepic January 26 2011, 06:10:37 UTC

[-- That voice... oh no, not Shiki, not now of all possible freakin' times!]

ifeelsoepic January 26 2011, 06:12:58 UTC

...Y-Yeah.

[Totally expecting Shiki to go off on a rant right now soooo he's just going to let her talk now. She just recently remembered up till the end of Week 3 so, yeaaaah...]

1/? gimme_ur_pants January 26 2011, 15:16:52 UTC

[And rant she shall. ARE YOU READY NEKU?]

... You know what, I just realized something. If I came here with my memories in tact, I would have told you a million reasons why it was a BAD IDEA.

gimme_ur_pants January 26 2011, 15:17:16 UTC

One, he's the reason you went through three weeks of hell. Two, you were part of a stupid bet that put Shibuya on the line!

Done. If this was posted twice, blame LJ. /punts it :U gimme_ur_pants January 26 2011, 15:20:22 UTC

He killed you twice! Took his freaking gun and shot you without blinking an eye! I just--AUGH!

What the hell, Neku?! I don't understand it at all!

1/? ifeelsoepic January 26 2011, 20:54:35 UTC

[... W-Was she done? Okay, going to try not to screw royally screw this up now]

... I know you would've, Shiki. And I would've listened to you but, I don't think it would change much. Don't get me wrong, I already had all of that running through my head when Naoya tricked him into confessing.

ifeelsoepic January 26 2011, 21:05:42 UTC

Hell, that was pretty much all that I had in my mind for the week I spent avoiding him after that trying to think... I was here for a couple of months before you arrived so I had more time to deal with him and just everything. Amazing as it sounds, we actually talked a lot about the Reaper's Game and everything connected to it without fighting all the time.

[Slight pause for this to process to Shiki. He's being completely open with her now, no more lies or avoidance. Still, it was times like this he missed having Kiyoshi around; someone that understood the weirdness of trusting someone that's killed you.]

I still don't quite forgive him for being the Composer for it since I don't understand exactly why he is but, I still trusted him, even now, like I trust you and Beat.

Done ifeelsoepic January 26 2011, 21:11:52 UTC

It wasn't really a "forgive and forget" but a mutual acceptance or something I guess. Besides, even if he does come back chances are he won't remember and that'll probably be that...

[Okay, he's done for now. The last part may, sound a bit disappointed but it might be your imagination.]

1/3 Today is Chain Combo Day, Rel. 8Db gimme_ur_pants January 27 2011, 01:57:08 UTC

ARGH! YOU'RE MISSING THE POINT! [Slams her fist on the table.]

gimme_ur_pants January 27 2011, 01:59:31 UTC

[She lets of a huge breath, willing herself to calm down before speaking again.]

Neku, the way Beat, Rhyme and I died... they were pure accidents. But yours... it was planned.

There's going to be one more. >w>a; gimme_ur_pants January 27 2011, 02:01:35 UTC

Out of all the people in Shibuya, he picked you. Singled you out to be a pawn in this twisted little bet with the Conductor.

Done Oh wow. I'll stop failing, I swear. ;;;; >w> gimme_ur_pants January 27 2011, 02:17:42 UTC

[She takes another intake of breath, but it was shaky. She quickly uses her fingers to rub away the tears that were threatening to spill from her eyes.]

Apparently... that doesn't bother you at all, huh? Your own life being played with just like that?

[Shiki remembered Neku's reaction when he found out what Joshua did in her dream all too well. The hurt look on his face made Shiki's hear ache and it just made the anger she felt deep inside resurface once again. She makes sound akin to a whimper, furiously rubbing away the stray tears that escaped from her eyes with her fingers.]

My mistake...

No worries xD ifeelsoepic January 27 2011, 02:27:18 UTC

...

[Remembering it made it hard for him to stay calm about this, but he had to otherwise this would turn into another fiasco like last time. Nothing would come out of losing his cool for even a minute now of all times. ]

Don't get me wrong, I still hate the fact that he freakin' set me up and used me like that. That's not something that's likely to go away, but I still trust him and... [Pausing for a moment, thinking about whether ] he's given me proof that he's sorry about it, in his own direct, indirect way.

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