Apr 02, 2003 23:12
"Brena"
"My reflection
Wraps and pulls me under
healing waters to be
Bathed in Breña
Guides me
Safely in
Worlds I've never been to
Heal me
Heal me
My dear Breña
So vulnerable
But it's alright
Heal me
Heal me
My dear Breña
Show me lonely and
Show me openings
To lead me closer to you
My dear Breña
(Feeling so) vulnerable
But it's alright
Opening to... heal...
Opening to... heal...
Heal.. Heal.. Heal...
Heal me"
omg i just remeberd how awsome aperfect circle is!!!!!!!! they are soooo awsome.so today was kinda weird.i kinda wore some shit i usulay dont ware.i had like hella the deadsy look lol good times.anyway skool sucked as uaulal and like after skool i did nothing.but like i came online at like 8 and salina was very depressed and we just talked and like i was working on a poem that i wote about love and we had this long as very beautiful descussion about it.its really awsome to find someone who wolnt let go of you hand thru thik and thru thin.I love her more that anything.she made me blossom into a person that ive never even knew existed.I was totaly different before her i was very excluded and antisocal.i was depressed and had very strong feelings of self hatetred.It kinda wasnt good that my bigest and wose enemy was only my self.but then salina came and i opened up to he and she let me show my true self.and no one could ever do such a thing like that before.She means evrything to me.
the rose inside with its pulseating center of love and joy is a wonderful and spiritul path with someone else holding your hand to never let go is hard mistakes are made and broken spirits arize but the small chance that one day you could find somone that wolnt let go of your hand as you climb its spiraling twisty and somtimes randome like journy thru love and trus for one another.And that us what we live for the only true reason for existance.when matereal items and thoughts of the good life is over whelming the lovely stench of love and passion get ugly and two souls get togather by a glue that wolnt break but leaves a very big gap.
thats the poem i wrote today i guss im not to good but like i was just thinking but somtimes i guss thinking just gets me into trouble.
I am going to say somthing that is for evryone who has someone who they loves very much.dont let go neve let go of there hand even if it might seem like there is no way it could happene. the cances are slim that you will make it to eternal love and togather ness with your person.but just try.if you stay true to your self and others and be your self and never let smal things get to you. i really want ppl to except me. i dont know why sead that but hey while were there allready i do with ppl will except me into there lifes and love me for who i am. well im going to go to bed my rents are yelling at me .they allways spoil a good moment.well i love you (you as evryone in the whole world) and i hope the world will sleep tight tonight byebye hugs-cory