One step, I make an imprint
So yeah, since its been established that like 3 of you actually read my ramblings, then its cool.
I have no idea whats going on with anyone. or anything
I've been really moody lately, for reasons I really don't want to put on Live Journal. I mean school and such. Then I found out some health related news that shouldn't really bother me as much as it does. Then my family fighting over money and everyone is sueing each other. True story. People are weird
And the real reason why I'm sad......
I think my boy is sick of me. Which is sad. I mean things have been perfect until about a week ago. I know he has his shit with him, and I've been super trying to be supportive, but while hes going through his shit, my shit seems to be building up within me, and I don't want to share too much with him cause I know he has SO much on his mind, I don't want to sump out on him. However, I think he thinks I'm just a bitch. Trying to be sensitive here, but that doesnt work.
Anyhoo, we've gotten into two fights over the past week, and now we are barely speaking. This bothers me cause I miss him like whoa. I mean, I was concerned he was going to break up with me, but part of me doesn't believe he would, cause I know its all just a big misunderstanding and it'll work itself out.
But its driving me nuts. I don't want to be psycho girl and call him all the time...he clearly needs space which I have no problem giving. I've been super occupied with my time, with class, hanging out with the girls and my buddies, meetings, etc.
But I miss him.
I'm okay until I go to bed, then its bad. I mean its only been since sunday, but still. ya know.
But I got him something regardless. Hes always treated me well and gotten me stuff nad paid for me, etc, so I had something in mind for like a month, but didn't have enough, so I got half of it so I can give it to him sooner so possibly mend the bridges. However if he does want nothing to do with the greatness that is stannard, (just kidding) then he can still ahve it. I know its something he really wants.
Ah and I love Keri and Chris and Amy and Janine and Matt. They know why.
Ok well thats my private entry for the day. I Love my sisters!!!
I have no idea whats going on with anyone. or anything
I've been really moody lately, for reasons I really don't want to put on Live Journal. I mean school and such. Then I found out some health related news that shouldn't really bother me as much as it does. Then my family fighting over money and everyone is sueing each other. True story. People are weird
And the real reason why I'm sad......
I think my boy is sick of me. Which is sad. I mean things have been perfect until about a week ago. I know he has his shit with him, and I've been super trying to be supportive, but while hes going through his shit, my shit seems to be building up within me, and I don't want to share too much with him cause I know he has SO much on his mind, I don't want to sump out on him. However, I think he thinks I'm just a bitch. Trying to be sensitive here, but that doesnt work.
Anyhoo, we've gotten into two fights over the past week, and now we are barely speaking. This bothers me cause I miss him like whoa. I mean, I was concerned he was going to break up with me, but part of me doesn't believe he would, cause I know its all just a big misunderstanding and it'll work itself out.
But its driving me nuts. I don't want to be psycho girl and call him all the time...he clearly needs space which I have no problem giving. I've been super occupied with my time, with class, hanging out with the girls and my buddies, meetings, etc.
But I miss him.
I'm okay until I go to bed, then its bad. I mean its only been since sunday, but still. ya know.
But I got him something regardless. Hes always treated me well and gotten me stuff nad paid for me, etc, so I had something in mind for like a month, but didn't have enough, so I got half of it so I can give it to him sooner so possibly mend the bridges. However if he does want nothing to do with the greatness that is stannard, (just kidding) then he can still ahve it. I know its something he really wants.
Ah and I love Keri and Chris and Amy and Janine and Matt. They know why.
Ok well thats my private entry for the day. I Love my sisters!!!