More Library times
3rd period is a really crappy one to have off. I just sit here by myself and think about nothing.
Of course, I should be doing my Calculus, but everyone knows THAT will never happen.
We had this really good discussion in English Class today about why God let the Holocaust happen. I like thinking about that kind of stuff, because it is really good to test your beliefs and see that they still stand. People should do that more often. Apparently the next book we read is going to be about how God doesn't exist. That should be interesting.
Last night was my last band concert ever. Well, maybe. I haven't decided if I am going to play in college or not. But it was my last high school concert at any rate. Everything is my "last time" lately is seems. It is pretty depressing, because I like the way things are and the fact that everything is going to change is kind of exciting, but also kind of sad.
I don't like that Amanda isn't going to be home all summer. I really miss her.
Lately I have been really self-conscious about myself because I have gained back my off-season weight, and since there will be not season starting up for me this year *tear*, I am afraid it isn't going to go away. Which means I have to start excercising of my own accord. But anyways, yesterday everyone was making comments about my body and how "perfect" it is, and it was really embarassing, but also kind of reassuring, because I was really starting to feel crappy. I long to way 120 again!
I am doing so much better than I was. I am looking forward to my dinner party on Saturday. My mom and I are making this so perfect! I am not going to prom, but it is exciting, because how many opportunities amI going to have to invite over a bunch of people for a formal dinner party in gowns and Tuxs'?? Probably none. So I am really into this. We, my mom and I, have a schedule to keep us on track so nothing is stressful and last minute. Tonight we are making the slip covers for the folding chairs. Because the idea of having this beautiful table surrounded by folding chairs is revolting. So I am making chair covers. i know, I am a dork. But they are reall easy to make.
That is enough babbling. if anyone IS actually reading this, they are probably bored stiff. So, kudos to all who made it to the end! Have a safe day!
Of course, I should be doing my Calculus, but everyone knows THAT will never happen.
We had this really good discussion in English Class today about why God let the Holocaust happen. I like thinking about that kind of stuff, because it is really good to test your beliefs and see that they still stand. People should do that more often. Apparently the next book we read is going to be about how God doesn't exist. That should be interesting.
Last night was my last band concert ever. Well, maybe. I haven't decided if I am going to play in college or not. But it was my last high school concert at any rate. Everything is my "last time" lately is seems. It is pretty depressing, because I like the way things are and the fact that everything is going to change is kind of exciting, but also kind of sad.
I don't like that Amanda isn't going to be home all summer. I really miss her.
Lately I have been really self-conscious about myself because I have gained back my off-season weight, and since there will be not season starting up for me this year *tear*, I am afraid it isn't going to go away. Which means I have to start excercising of my own accord. But anyways, yesterday everyone was making comments about my body and how "perfect" it is, and it was really embarassing, but also kind of reassuring, because I was really starting to feel crappy. I long to way 120 again!
I am doing so much better than I was. I am looking forward to my dinner party on Saturday. My mom and I are making this so perfect! I am not going to prom, but it is exciting, because how many opportunities amI going to have to invite over a bunch of people for a formal dinner party in gowns and Tuxs'?? Probably none. So I am really into this. We, my mom and I, have a schedule to keep us on track so nothing is stressful and last minute. Tonight we are making the slip covers for the folding chairs. Because the idea of having this beautiful table surrounded by folding chairs is revolting. So I am making chair covers. i know, I am a dork. But they are reall easy to make.
That is enough babbling. if anyone IS actually reading this, they are probably bored stiff. So, kudos to all who made it to the end! Have a safe day!