hey jealousy
jb. dan. son. ben. harry potter. maronde. mike. joe. rod. becker. mario. david. john. tad.
thanks for the weekend boys.
BEEF.
it's what's for dinner!
i smell like chlorine from jb's.
we might be buying a pool!
there's way too much school time for the period of time we're in. that time converts to way too much thought time. yearbooks are happiness in a book. i want to go to spain. life breeds hope. detachment. fear. laughter. change. deception. beauty. ignorance. creativity. experience. positivity flows to negativity flows to reality. change is healthy, even though we all hate to admit it. music takes care of everything that the world has forgotten to mention [to thank]. summer calls for a realization of truth. of body. of mind. the growing distance between you and me and there is starting to frighten me just a little bit. the world is black and white for a second. we're all addicted to our self-induced tragedies.
the world holds [no] judgement for 15
evaporating into 16
never to be seen the same
her scent is decorated with memories and compasion;
ignorance and innocence.
beauty is hard to find these days
but it's in the things you wouldn't expect
we're staring out a window
an empty wish for passion and travel
distraction from truth or lack of it
rely on this hesitation and uncertainty that's forever close and personal
this life gets better, this life gets worse
"hold on" he says. "light's off, we're living by candle."
yeah, by candle light everything looks beautiful
now the glow on her skin is dissapearing 15
searching for answers for close to just a second
then it's gone. (then we're gone.)
evaporation into 16
15's clarity shines, but only for a moment
the mystery is never ending
this cycle is always restarting.
i need to stop this habit of crap writing.
we do it all the time, do it all the time
we're the dreamer in this beautiful mess
and we do it all the time, do it all the time
there was a time we lived in truth
let's bring it back.