That was my heart, the one so easy for you to get
All I ever think about is college anymore, and frankly I'm getting sick of it. I need to just make a decision and be happy with it.
The fact of the matter is that no matter where I go, I'll always wonder "what if" once I get there. I feel like I'm just going to keep flip flopping back and forth until May 1.
Other than that, everything is peachy. I never update anymore becuase I only need to worry about one thing. School is basically over, and I still have no idea what I'm going to do about a prom date, but whatev--I'm sure everything will work out eventually.
I just want someone to really convince me either way. I need a good solid argument and a solid gut feeling that I will be happy next year and not have to transfer.
I feel like maybe I'm not smart enough for William and Mary. I keep looking at all the message board comments and they're people who are trying to decide between WM and some Ivy league schools and I'm stuck between a challenging school and an easy school that could be a breeze if I don't push myself. I realize that my position is "enviable" as I have been told so many times, but when you keep hearing the same "helpful" comments about decision-making from EVERYONE (because suddenly everyone wants to have a hand in your decision-making process), they kind of lose value and cancel each other out, putting me back at square freaking one. Pro-con lists are no longer effective, my gut tells me nothing, my heart tells me even less. I'm just going to sit here in indecision forever. I really just need one strong factor to pull (or push?) me.
The fact of the matter is that no matter where I go, I'll always wonder "what if" once I get there. I feel like I'm just going to keep flip flopping back and forth until May 1.
Other than that, everything is peachy. I never update anymore becuase I only need to worry about one thing. School is basically over, and I still have no idea what I'm going to do about a prom date, but whatev--I'm sure everything will work out eventually.
I just want someone to really convince me either way. I need a good solid argument and a solid gut feeling that I will be happy next year and not have to transfer.
I feel like maybe I'm not smart enough for William and Mary. I keep looking at all the message board comments and they're people who are trying to decide between WM and some Ivy league schools and I'm stuck between a challenging school and an easy school that could be a breeze if I don't push myself. I realize that my position is "enviable" as I have been told so many times, but when you keep hearing the same "helpful" comments about decision-making from EVERYONE (because suddenly everyone wants to have a hand in your decision-making process), they kind of lose value and cancel each other out, putting me back at square freaking one. Pro-con lists are no longer effective, my gut tells me nothing, my heart tells me even less. I'm just going to sit here in indecision forever. I really just need one strong factor to pull (or push?) me.