I hate myself

Mar 15, 2005 19:41

I still feel like shit. I was gonna go to work today, then a couple hours before I was going to go in I threw up and started dry heaving. Brandyn I am so sorry that they yelled at you for that. You have no idea how terrible I feel about that. Im going in there and telling them its bullshit for saying something to you about that. It had nothing to do with you. I actually went home and cried because I felt so bad and then I threw up again because I got myself so upset over it. Please dont be mad at me. I love you!

My body feels extremely weak today. I have like no nutrients in my body. It makes me sick to even think about food.

I hate just about everything in my life right now, including myself. I dont know what to do anymore.
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