She told us not to cry.
Her death caught me off guard. I can't deal with the fact that I didn't make it. Pulling a U turn and driving as fast as I could without getting pulled over wasn't fast enough. I ran into the house 4 minutes to late. 4 minutes. When David said the words with tears in his eyes "I'm sorry, she's gone". I broke down into uncontrolable tears.
What if I caught an earler flight home. Or maybe if I didn't go to California. I would have been able to say goodbye and tell her I love her. At least I gave her a kiss and told her I love her before I left last wednesday. But I was expecting to come home from my vacation and be able to sit with her and talk to her.
I don't know if I can deal with this.
What if I caught an earler flight home. Or maybe if I didn't go to California. I would have been able to say goodbye and tell her I love her. At least I gave her a kiss and told her I love her before I left last wednesday. But I was expecting to come home from my vacation and be able to sit with her and talk to her.
I don't know if I can deal with this.