no ones there

[ifalldownalot]

i had such a bad day at work
i can usually switch into a different state of mind for work
where i just do as im told
and everyone thinks im the nicest guy in the world so quiet and shy

but some peoples stupidity and laziness just got to me today
for some reason
and i had to bite my tounge on many occasions
and i was furious and feeling like a caged tiger
but im proud with Gods help i didnt smash anyones face in or even raise my voice
what a crappy day
it really left me depleted

and i get home and straight into the shower to try and drown things out
and just lay on the cold floor with hot water running over me

im too alone
i had gotten used to her be there
to having a lap to lay my head and
hands to run through my hair
and a voice to sing and calm me
but she doesnt love me

and i have to deal with it

[oh man its just whine whine whine]