this entry is lame. dont read it.

[if_youonlyknew]

my hairs back to the way you like it.
its long. and blonde. soft and straight.
with the dark underneath which you always called misleading.
i have bad tan lines.
which you were always a sucker for.
i still refuse to go to bed if i havent brused my teeth or washed my face.
for some reason you thought that was cute.
she still makes that godawful meat pie. why did you like it?
i still break cell phones like no other.
and randomly clean my room at 4am.
but my beds lonely now without you.
i always tell everyone i dont miss you. fuck. i miss you so much.
jen texted you from my phone and told you its someone elses number now.
i wish she hadnt.
i've gone through three different jobs since we broke up.
and you dont know about any of it.
i dont know about you.
i just threw away ur razor. i think i cried.
fine. i did.
you dont know where i go to school now.
i miss you.
i dont have our pictures any more.
either do you.
does that mean this will never be remembered?