i dont want your sympathy.
i usually dont write in here...but i dunno.
i barely woke up like 30 mins ago...
i feel hungry, but when i find something to eat...i cant.
all i can think about is my grandpa..it still doesnt feel real.
i remember telling vero the time we went to clean his apartment
"imma start coming over here more, it feels so lonely and i dont want him to die here alone...i dont want him to feel like no one cares."
thursday i got the call..."jane? is this jane?...we regret to inform you thaqt your grandfather was found in his apartment..." i dont need to finish..
ugh...i feel so weak. pathetic. i miss him so much. every thursday i'd get the call "janessa this is grandpa...i need to go to wal mart"
"ok grandpa, let me get dressed and i'll go and pick you up okay grandpa, i love you"
lol...he knew how to take my random jokes and was sarcastic right back..
rip. gampa adrian :iloveyou:
i sleep 12 hours, but i still feel tired..
i barely woke up like 30 mins ago...
i feel hungry, but when i find something to eat...i cant.
all i can think about is my grandpa..it still doesnt feel real.
i remember telling vero the time we went to clean his apartment
"imma start coming over here more, it feels so lonely and i dont want him to die here alone...i dont want him to feel like no one cares."
thursday i got the call..."jane? is this jane?...we regret to inform you thaqt your grandfather was found in his apartment..." i dont need to finish..
ugh...i feel so weak. pathetic. i miss him so much. every thursday i'd get the call "janessa this is grandpa...i need to go to wal mart"
"ok grandpa, let me get dressed and i'll go and pick you up okay grandpa, i love you"
lol...he knew how to take my random jokes and was sarcastic right back..
rip. gampa adrian :iloveyou:
i sleep 12 hours, but i still feel tired..