i'm slipping...falling...i can't get up.
so these past few months i have been feeling like i'm running through a dream.
i'm done with all of the negativity in my life.
i finally realized i can only give so much to someone how isnt willing to take what i have to offer. so i kicked all of those people to the curb for the first time ever...and i feel great.
it sucks...i wanted to be there for them in the end, but how can you do that for someone who is so ungrateful and can't see the potenial they have? i give up.
work is kinda gay, but i love being in control and paying for my own things now.
i turn 18 this year...7 or so months, and i'm an adult...thats scary. i laugh now but its so offical...1 8. i can see myself changing, but it is for the better.
i made a friend at work and he is something else. he takes the time to actually listen to me, and makes me feel like i'm worth something. we decided to take time to get to know each other...instead of rushing into dating and breaking up 2 weeks later. he is an awesome guy...i actually want to get to know him. its wonderful right now.
everything is falling into place at the right time. my family is doing a lot better. my sister is happy and healthy. and i'm finding my way through everything clearly and easily. i thank god for blessing me.
everything that is happening is making me realize how much life means to me...i am determined to live my life to the fullest and act on impulse and emotions rather thinking about the what ifs.
over and out captain.♥
i'm done with all of the negativity in my life.
i finally realized i can only give so much to someone how isnt willing to take what i have to offer. so i kicked all of those people to the curb for the first time ever...and i feel great.
it sucks...i wanted to be there for them in the end, but how can you do that for someone who is so ungrateful and can't see the potenial they have? i give up.
work is kinda gay, but i love being in control and paying for my own things now.
i turn 18 this year...7 or so months, and i'm an adult...thats scary. i laugh now but its so offical...1 8. i can see myself changing, but it is for the better.
i made a friend at work and he is something else. he takes the time to actually listen to me, and makes me feel like i'm worth something. we decided to take time to get to know each other...instead of rushing into dating and breaking up 2 weeks later. he is an awesome guy...i actually want to get to know him. its wonderful right now.
everything is falling into place at the right time. my family is doing a lot better. my sister is happy and healthy. and i'm finding my way through everything clearly and easily. i thank god for blessing me.
everything that is happening is making me realize how much life means to me...i am determined to live my life to the fullest and act on impulse and emotions rather thinking about the what ifs.
over and out captain.♥