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I've decided to go on a diet....I mean hardcore healthy eating. I normally wouldn't write about something like this and of course I have said shit like this a million times but I feel as though I need to write about it in order to stick to my plan.
I'm sick of feeling pudgy (I know that I'm not) but compared to these super skinny size 8 girls I look fat. Now I know this is a disgusting attitude to have, but hey I just have to urge to be super slim. Not skeletal....but I'd be happy to go down a size (i'm a 12).
So here we go. I can't pretend its not an issue because it is....I suppose it always is with most people but its something that I want to address. On a more positive note (and of course I won't be starving myself) I would like to start exercising more and I'm going to by some of those arm things that you carry when you walk. I'm looking forward to this positive step. I'm sick of seeing skinny girls and thinking I should be that fucking size. At least, I should be a size that I am comfortable being because I'm not at the moment.
I'm sick of feeling pudgy (I know that I'm not) but compared to these super skinny size 8 girls I look fat. Now I know this is a disgusting attitude to have, but hey I just have to urge to be super slim. Not skeletal....but I'd be happy to go down a size (i'm a 12).
So here we go. I can't pretend its not an issue because it is....I suppose it always is with most people but its something that I want to address. On a more positive note (and of course I won't be starving myself) I would like to start exercising more and I'm going to by some of those arm things that you carry when you walk. I'm looking forward to this positive step. I'm sick of seeing skinny girls and thinking I should be that fucking size. At least, I should be a size that I am comfortable being because I'm not at the moment.