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I've been reliving the other night in my mind. I kind of want to just go back to that moment and stay there forever: sitting on his lap, our foreheads touching, his fingers brushing my lips. The last moment I wanted to live in forever was the night with Michael, and I can feel the difference in the moments. I wanted to stay in the one with Michael becuase I felt loved... not because I was IN love. Not that I'm in love with Skala. There was a safety in Michael that I wanted to keep, but there's a feeling I can't place in Skala that I want to explore. I was never one to sit still anyway...