Jan 28, 2005 17:38
new poems bitches
"Paper and Pen"
i sit in my room alone again
all i ever do is cry cut and hold my pen
i write and bleed all on the same page
the blood dripps so much
its hard to see the beatuiful words that might be
because im dead inside
i dont use my brain i dont need it anyways
insted i just use my pain to wright what could have been
but still i contune to bleed damn i wish this pain would let me be
ive beld so much im just the shell with no soul inside
i just wish this all would end...
"Me"
sometimes i laugh other times i cry
sometimes i love sometimes i hate
at times i feel the pain and know what its like to be real
other times i feel fake and dont feel anything at all
sometimes i wish i was a beauty queen for all to see
sometimes i wish i wasn`t me
sometimes i fall flat on my face
sometimes i hold my head high for all to see
but right now at this time i wish i wasn`t me
ok yeah that`s about it i`ll talk to yall lata oh anyways... I HATE JEREMY but yeah..... were still goin out... i hate my life! im sooo.....turning gay!