* sigh *
Dont really remember the last time i updated ..... but yeah im kinda just using this to write and get shit off my chest ya know?
* anywayz this week and last week have been really shitty. Yeah i know compared to half the world my problems are a spec of dust .... but it still sucks.
~ I want to just stop worrying .... if only i had done the right thing friday afternoon none of this would have happned. Maybe this isnt my fault ... but i shure as hell feel like it is. But .... Just .... i want to know everything is ok ....
~ I have to fucking go to saturday school 2morrow .... fuck this shit. Im so pissed off, ok so i was half a minute late for math whopdee fucking doo why should i serve a responsibility hour? Yeah i know if i would have just served it i wouldnt have to go in the morning but fuck it .... i guess id rather go then get suspended? Well no id rather be suspended for 3 dayz i hate school anywayz so it wouldnt matter to me but i dont want my car taken away so whatever i guess?
~ Work has been really good .... i really like the people i work with ... yeah shure things can get annoying but besides that i love it. And i mean those few i dont like .... ill deal with ya know?
~ Me and alex are doing good. I wont even go into what happned yesterday, i just wanna forget it ever happned, and hope to g-d it never happens again. * Sometimes it all feels like a dream *
Well i guess this is it for tonight im not really in the best mood .....
* I hope your ok .... but then again i know that you are fine, and you know what your doing...right? *
* anywayz this week and last week have been really shitty. Yeah i know compared to half the world my problems are a spec of dust .... but it still sucks.
~ I want to just stop worrying .... if only i had done the right thing friday afternoon none of this would have happned. Maybe this isnt my fault ... but i shure as hell feel like it is. But .... Just .... i want to know everything is ok ....
~ I have to fucking go to saturday school 2morrow .... fuck this shit. Im so pissed off, ok so i was half a minute late for math whopdee fucking doo why should i serve a responsibility hour? Yeah i know if i would have just served it i wouldnt have to go in the morning but fuck it .... i guess id rather go then get suspended? Well no id rather be suspended for 3 dayz i hate school anywayz so it wouldnt matter to me but i dont want my car taken away so whatever i guess?
~ Work has been really good .... i really like the people i work with ... yeah shure things can get annoying but besides that i love it. And i mean those few i dont like .... ill deal with ya know?
~ Me and alex are doing good. I wont even go into what happned yesterday, i just wanna forget it ever happned, and hope to g-d it never happens again. * Sometimes it all feels like a dream *
Well i guess this is it for tonight im not really in the best mood .....
* I hope your ok .... but then again i know that you are fine, and you know what your doing...right? *