Feb 05, 2005 09:43
Sometimes i feel like im the only one trying to make any of this shit work out........i try so hard so that i dont lose anyone but being 2 places at once..its not easy so why do you act like i have to make it work?
Ive pretty much lost you all once again.....and yea i have friends but its not the same....the people i grew up with, the ones that kno me inside and out...those are the people that are gone and i wish would come back.........but i wont sit here and act like the friends i have are bad because there NOT AT ALL there amazing....you guyz are alwayz there when i want to talk and need to cry or ask stupid questions, i honestly dont know what i would do if i didnt have any of you.
Maybe im wrong....maybe i havent really lost you all but thats how it feels....
** What happens when your in~between to totally completly different worlds? Can you bring those two together or is it a complete lost cause?
lol and on a happier note......6 dayz till break!!! yaaa buddy :)