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the weather is finally amazing and i give it 100% credit for putting everyone in better moods. yesterday was like 80-something degrees and i totally didnt mind getting up for my 9:20 for once. too bad i skipped my 1:40 though :/ we went on an excursion and i ate so much food that i don't know if i'll ever be hungry again. christie made some interesting jewelry purchases, to say the least. i was surprised/relieved that it didnt come out the way i originally imagined. wooo christie! we sat on the side of a river and contemplated the meaning of life. it was refreshing. today is nice too but not as hot. i haven't been outside yet.
ex-girlfriends and ex-boyfriends are the newest weird concept to me. like, do we really ever get over them? and first loves. are we just hurting everyone else that we ever try to be with besides them? my ex-boyfriend is still the person i compare everyone to, and no one ever measures up. i guess i just feel like someone always ends up hurt. and i know that i'm not the only one who does this. its really a mystery to me, like what's the point of breaking up, screwing around with other people, just to get back together with the person you broke up with and completely regretting screwing around? do we actually learn anything from all of it?
anyways...so i applied for an internship position in boston and i'm crossing my fingers, toes and eyes that i get it. i am basically screwed if i don't. my aunt has helped me so much, i need to buy her a teddy bear or something.
i like how i can relate to practically every song by the fray. i want an ipod!
ex-girlfriends and ex-boyfriends are the newest weird concept to me. like, do we really ever get over them? and first loves. are we just hurting everyone else that we ever try to be with besides them? my ex-boyfriend is still the person i compare everyone to, and no one ever measures up. i guess i just feel like someone always ends up hurt. and i know that i'm not the only one who does this. its really a mystery to me, like what's the point of breaking up, screwing around with other people, just to get back together with the person you broke up with and completely regretting screwing around? do we actually learn anything from all of it?
anyways...so i applied for an internship position in boston and i'm crossing my fingers, toes and eyes that i get it. i am basically screwed if i don't. my aunt has helped me so much, i need to buy her a teddy bear or something.
i like how i can relate to practically every song by the fray. i want an ipod!