Today
today i woke up and kinda threw up in the toilet. but maybe it was just dry heaving. but stuff came out of my mouth that wasn't food.
then i left for school. since val lent me all those cassettes i refuse to listen to the radio in the morning. which would have been a good idea this morning, as i would not have been so confused when i got to school and discovered the only person there was hallie (and some girl i don't know). the secretary told us that school was delayed two hours. so i did the logical thing and went to bother mr.cook. but he left at 7:45 because he had to get gum work or blood work done. so i went and fell asleep in the green chair in front of studio. and some point i heard a girl sit down and say "jen must have come to school accidently too." i'm assuming this was andy, because when sami called me at 8:26 wanting me to take her to starbucks (which i figured and is exactly why i didn't answer my phone) she was the first person i saw asleep next to me. the other person was ben gansky. but i wasn't really awake so i spent a good minute staring at him wondering who the hell he was. for a second i thought is was dan, but then i realized it was ben...but couldn't remember his name. at some point ruthie arrived and fell asleep too. around 9:10 or so i had to admit i was awake. i tried to put on some chap stick so my lips wouldn't split again, but gansky kept taking pictures of me. the flash confused me. and then suddenly there was a freshmen nuzzling my shoulder and saying i was his new best friend. that confused me more. gansky told pictures of that too. then sami came and kept rocking the chair i was curled in so that my head banged against the back. then she laid across me so her boney little hips and elbows were digging into my legs and i tried to snooze on her boob.
then all the boring things that happen during school happend. cait tried to teach me to take slides with mr.miller's camera but then the batteries died. val came to my rescue with her little digital camera. everything went nice until i tried to take a slide of my edge piece. i had just decided that this was impossible because of the reflection off the plexi, when it fell. on the floor. one corner shattered. razor blades were knocked eschew, many were scattered on the floor. the mesh is crinkled up where it slammed into the bolts.
and everyone had just been telling me how fucking awesome it was.
this made me sad.
after school val and i randomly decided we should get food. so we went to the subway in the mall and then did a little shopping. i read her "no dogs allowed" by sophia something-or-other (maria from sesame street), which i found in my box of cheerios this morning, as she tried on shirts and jeans and shirts.
i saw ava and that girl dani, but siad hi to neither of them.
i drove home.
and found out i got into mica.
then i left for school. since val lent me all those cassettes i refuse to listen to the radio in the morning. which would have been a good idea this morning, as i would not have been so confused when i got to school and discovered the only person there was hallie (and some girl i don't know). the secretary told us that school was delayed two hours. so i did the logical thing and went to bother mr.cook. but he left at 7:45 because he had to get gum work or blood work done. so i went and fell asleep in the green chair in front of studio. and some point i heard a girl sit down and say "jen must have come to school accidently too." i'm assuming this was andy, because when sami called me at 8:26 wanting me to take her to starbucks (which i figured and is exactly why i didn't answer my phone) she was the first person i saw asleep next to me. the other person was ben gansky. but i wasn't really awake so i spent a good minute staring at him wondering who the hell he was. for a second i thought is was dan, but then i realized it was ben...but couldn't remember his name. at some point ruthie arrived and fell asleep too. around 9:10 or so i had to admit i was awake. i tried to put on some chap stick so my lips wouldn't split again, but gansky kept taking pictures of me. the flash confused me. and then suddenly there was a freshmen nuzzling my shoulder and saying i was his new best friend. that confused me more. gansky told pictures of that too. then sami came and kept rocking the chair i was curled in so that my head banged against the back. then she laid across me so her boney little hips and elbows were digging into my legs and i tried to snooze on her boob.
then all the boring things that happen during school happend. cait tried to teach me to take slides with mr.miller's camera but then the batteries died. val came to my rescue with her little digital camera. everything went nice until i tried to take a slide of my edge piece. i had just decided that this was impossible because of the reflection off the plexi, when it fell. on the floor. one corner shattered. razor blades were knocked eschew, many were scattered on the floor. the mesh is crinkled up where it slammed into the bolts.
and everyone had just been telling me how fucking awesome it was.
this made me sad.
after school val and i randomly decided we should get food. so we went to the subway in the mall and then did a little shopping. i read her "no dogs allowed" by sophia something-or-other (maria from sesame street), which i found in my box of cheerios this morning, as she tried on shirts and jeans and shirts.
i saw ava and that girl dani, but siad hi to neither of them.
i drove home.
and found out i got into mica.