up in it
Now i've done it. I have done it for the long haul. i'm sure that in the long run there will be countless of times where i look in the mirror and see the guy that did it and wished that he did otherwise. but so it is there that i maintain my choice of doing it. whether in the comfort of another while i'm so plainly attached, or casually maintaining my options in a strange place, i will still be the man who now is a whole - a hollow one may be. i know who i am... most of the time.