sooo....
Life is getting more stressful as summer approaches.
i need my grades up blah.
and mr. jones is hounding me about aca deca. like i thought hed get the picture when i didnt go to the meeting and didnt talk to him after he sent christie calle after me. well he freaking came into my first period class. and yeah so my parents want me to do it and i need it for college cuz my gpa is so freaking low. i just am nervous. and andrea is all like "how am i supposed to go through my last year of highschool without my best friend?" and shes guilting me out of it. but i need it. a;ldskjfa;kldsjf;aklsjdflkaj so jones is calling my house to talk to my parents. that man never gives up.
i cant wait for summer. if im giving my life away next year, this summer better be freaking amazing.
on an entirely different note. school isnt the only thing stressing me out. now that dakota and andrea are dating, i never see either of them alone. its always dakota AND andrea. i hate it. is it wrong to be selfish in this situation? i used to be dakotas best friend and i was always with him.. now im like the third wheel. its weird. and i dont like it. i mean i love them both. just not them both dating each other.
also, i like this guy. hes a jerk. nothing will happen. why am i always like this? why cant i fall for a decent guy just once in my life? im just so damn attracted to him.
and to you. why? youve changed so much. not like you care what i think at all. but why? how could you let yourself go? you are so smart. how can you not see what you have become?
ugh.
i need my grades up blah.
and mr. jones is hounding me about aca deca. like i thought hed get the picture when i didnt go to the meeting and didnt talk to him after he sent christie calle after me. well he freaking came into my first period class. and yeah so my parents want me to do it and i need it for college cuz my gpa is so freaking low. i just am nervous. and andrea is all like "how am i supposed to go through my last year of highschool without my best friend?" and shes guilting me out of it. but i need it. a;ldskjfa;kldsjf;aklsjdflkaj so jones is calling my house to talk to my parents. that man never gives up.
i cant wait for summer. if im giving my life away next year, this summer better be freaking amazing.
on an entirely different note. school isnt the only thing stressing me out. now that dakota and andrea are dating, i never see either of them alone. its always dakota AND andrea. i hate it. is it wrong to be selfish in this situation? i used to be dakotas best friend and i was always with him.. now im like the third wheel. its weird. and i dont like it. i mean i love them both. just not them both dating each other.
also, i like this guy. hes a jerk. nothing will happen. why am i always like this? why cant i fall for a decent guy just once in my life? im just so damn attracted to him.
and to you. why? youve changed so much. not like you care what i think at all. but why? how could you let yourself go? you are so smart. how can you not see what you have become?
ugh.