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[if_i_fall]

what would someone's mother do if their daughter got a huge tattoo on the back of her neck. lets make this interesting. what would MY mother do?

well you're wrong

cause not one harsh word was said. i was told i was stupid. but nothing else. no fighting or screaming or dis-owning was done. i just have to hide it from the grandma. it might give her a stroke or mild heart attack.

if i knew how to post pictures i would. and i could get sam to do it. but well im just to lazy.

my funds are low right now. but hopefully the check i recieve tomorrow at work will make me feel better about my cash flow. picked up a second job just to be safe. nothing spectacular. back at the fords pool teaching mutants how to swim.

lately i find myself torn. i don't know whether to care or not. i don't know whether to worry. i've heard some upsetting things. and i feel bad. and i'm kind of worried. its not like i can do anything about it. but. i don't know where i going with this other than stating im worried when i don't know if i should be. i'll always care. thats something you just can't stop.

i hurts to leave things so bitter. but that's the way a lot of things end. i wish it could of ended better...hold your breath. bottle it up and save it for the next one