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I'm starting my new diet tomorrow. My goal is to lose a total of 15 pounds. My mom lost 9 pounds in 4 weeks. So, this shouldn't be too hard. I really don't care if I'll be underweight, I was underweight this time last year and I thought I looked fantastic (even if people thought I was anorexic...), and in the end it's the way I feel about myself that matters most.
I realize this sounds like some sick post, poor girl with a bad self image. The fact is I think I'm very attractive, I have awesome hair, a nice alibaster completion, I'm tall enough, have great boobs, and good style,and that's just listing my the superficial shit ... I just have weight issues...what girl doesn't? At least I'll admit mine. I'm sure it all goes back to when I was 50 pounds heavier. Of course, at the time I had no idea I was fat, it wasn't until I lost the weight that I realized. In many respects I'm glad I didn't see--it just would have caused more self image problems.
On to something that makes me sound semi-sane. Working retail is a bitch sometimes because I'm around all these cute clothes and shoes...everyday on way to the time clock I walk past an endless array of purses. (one of my biggest shopping weaknesses). Too bad all of them have price tags of $60 or higher. I'm sure I'll treat myself to a couple once I get my list of bills to pay off taken care of.
So far I have to:
Get my brakes fixed: estimated at $200
New Muffler: estimated $150
Oil Change: $30
Juniper spayed: $90
Parking Tickets: $200
Misc.: $50
Grand total: $720
The parking tickets can be paid one at a time but I really need to start sending them out...my poor dad got letter in the mail saying the next time I get a ticket they're going to tow my car. oops. :)
Alright, I need to be getting to sleep. Long, long, boring day at work tomorrow. Someone come visit me!!!!!!
I realize this sounds like some sick post, poor girl with a bad self image. The fact is I think I'm very attractive, I have awesome hair, a nice alibaster completion, I'm tall enough, have great boobs, and good style,and that's just listing my the superficial shit ... I just have weight issues...what girl doesn't? At least I'll admit mine. I'm sure it all goes back to when I was 50 pounds heavier. Of course, at the time I had no idea I was fat, it wasn't until I lost the weight that I realized. In many respects I'm glad I didn't see--it just would have caused more self image problems.
On to something that makes me sound semi-sane. Working retail is a bitch sometimes because I'm around all these cute clothes and shoes...everyday on way to the time clock I walk past an endless array of purses. (one of my biggest shopping weaknesses). Too bad all of them have price tags of $60 or higher. I'm sure I'll treat myself to a couple once I get my list of bills to pay off taken care of.
So far I have to:
Get my brakes fixed: estimated at $200
New Muffler: estimated $150
Oil Change: $30
Juniper spayed: $90
Parking Tickets: $200
Misc.: $50
Grand total: $720
The parking tickets can be paid one at a time but I really need to start sending them out...my poor dad got letter in the mail saying the next time I get a ticket they're going to tow my car. oops. :)
Alright, I need to be getting to sleep. Long, long, boring day at work tomorrow. Someone come visit me!!!!!!