ive always hated tuesdays

[if_dreams_fall]

i cried today. yep. i cried. why you ask? many reasons. i got into a big-ass fight with my parents, made my mom cry, made my dad almost hit me again. i didnt care. my life cant really get any worse at this moment in time. they threatened to kick me out of the house. they were very close to doing it too. i wouldnt really care. i would, but i wouldnt. this day was all around shit. i really need someone. someone to embrace in my arms. someone that can tell me that im gonna do fine. someone that believes in me. someone that can just be there for me. why is it so hard to find someone?
i find myself listening to No Motiv alot.