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What's up in my life:
A thing happened, and now is no longer happening. I decided to perform poor reality checks because I thought that would be more fun, and for a while it was. Coming down of that cloud kinda sucked. In time, I'll look back at that episode and say "LOL, W/E." All good, in the end. Precipitated a small crisis, got me moving, got my legs churning.
I'm trying to move into the frying deli in Fred Meyer because I think they'll pay me more, maybe even up to Journeyman (12ish/hour vs my current 8.75). The manager of the deli said she'd try and bring me in as a shift leader right away, but now I'm stuck in bureaucracy land waiting for managers to talk to each other and jack each other off or whatever. It's frustrating because none of them wants to tell me what's going on, and I have a sneaking suspicion that my current manager is trying to make it difficult for me to move in whatever small way he can.
School is going ok. I'm not working at it that hard, I have senioritis in a huge way. I'm going to pass everything, though, and I'm graduating in spring. That's pretty fucking awesome. What I do with my degree in General Studies, though...that's a thought. I have no idea. I feel stuck in Bellingham and stuck in a world without jobs. I'm getting ready to sign a lease here in a week or so, so I'm definitely going to be in town a while longer.
I've been working on myself in fits and starts. I don't play video games very often anymore. This makes me both happy and sad. It was a part of who I am, but now I really can't be bothered with it--it's not that I'm that busy, it's just that I find gaming boring now. I've been trying to eat right and I've been exercising intermittently--I'm starting to think I'm attractive (This is a new thought), and being super fit could take me into "hot" territory. Which would be pretty fucking awesome. I'm playing more guitar, I'm trying to think, I'm writing, I'm reading...I dunno. I'm wanting to get some of that pent up "Me" out there in the world somehow.
I feel like I need to start "dating", whatever that means. I think I have a lot to offer, that some woman out there would be lucky to find me. Also weird.
LOL, POST
A thing happened, and now is no longer happening. I decided to perform poor reality checks because I thought that would be more fun, and for a while it was. Coming down of that cloud kinda sucked. In time, I'll look back at that episode and say "LOL, W/E." All good, in the end. Precipitated a small crisis, got me moving, got my legs churning.
I'm trying to move into the frying deli in Fred Meyer because I think they'll pay me more, maybe even up to Journeyman (12ish/hour vs my current 8.75). The manager of the deli said she'd try and bring me in as a shift leader right away, but now I'm stuck in bureaucracy land waiting for managers to talk to each other and jack each other off or whatever. It's frustrating because none of them wants to tell me what's going on, and I have a sneaking suspicion that my current manager is trying to make it difficult for me to move in whatever small way he can.
School is going ok. I'm not working at it that hard, I have senioritis in a huge way. I'm going to pass everything, though, and I'm graduating in spring. That's pretty fucking awesome. What I do with my degree in General Studies, though...that's a thought. I have no idea. I feel stuck in Bellingham and stuck in a world without jobs. I'm getting ready to sign a lease here in a week or so, so I'm definitely going to be in town a while longer.
I've been working on myself in fits and starts. I don't play video games very often anymore. This makes me both happy and sad. It was a part of who I am, but now I really can't be bothered with it--it's not that I'm that busy, it's just that I find gaming boring now. I've been trying to eat right and I've been exercising intermittently--I'm starting to think I'm attractive (This is a new thought), and being super fit could take me into "hot" territory. Which would be pretty fucking awesome. I'm playing more guitar, I'm trying to think, I'm writing, I'm reading...I dunno. I'm wanting to get some of that pent up "Me" out there in the world somehow.
I feel like I need to start "dating", whatever that means. I think I have a lot to offer, that some woman out there would be lucky to find me. Also weird.
LOL, POST