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i just came back from retreat at my camp and I must say - it was amazing
The theme of the camp was Encounter, and I really encountered God. And those who have encountered God are NEVER the same anymore. So I fully want to change. Through this retreat, God spoke to me and really just broke my heart because his love - it never ends.And he told me through Gamho Jundo [that's pastor] that don't try so hard to be accepted because I accept you the way you are. Mannnn I just broke down sobbing. That just hit me so hard. I mean how amazing that creator of heaven and earth would accept me, the dirty, bad, selfish girl like me just the way I am? And that he would care so much about me? ohh baby. That's pretty amazing.
Keep me accountable please, Remind me constantly to read the bible, do my quite time and pray because in order to change and be a good Christian, I gotta ran and chase after God. If he does nto call me, then I will call him, like Jacob did and I will be loved because he said that he Loved Jacob but hated Esau.
God bless, and feel his love tonight and tomorrow.
LOVVVEEEE. esther.
The theme of the camp was Encounter, and I really encountered God. And those who have encountered God are NEVER the same anymore. So I fully want to change. Through this retreat, God spoke to me and really just broke my heart because his love - it never ends.And he told me through Gamho Jundo [that's pastor] that don't try so hard to be accepted because I accept you the way you are. Mannnn I just broke down sobbing. That just hit me so hard. I mean how amazing that creator of heaven and earth would accept me, the dirty, bad, selfish girl like me just the way I am? And that he would care so much about me? ohh baby. That's pretty amazing.
Keep me accountable please, Remind me constantly to read the bible, do my quite time and pray because in order to change and be a good Christian, I gotta ran and chase after God. If he does nto call me, then I will call him, like Jacob did and I will be loved because he said that he Loved Jacob but hated Esau.
God bless, and feel his love tonight and tomorrow.
LOVVVEEEE. esther.