Forever Eternity Infinite
i dont think i'll ever come back down and im sorry, its just too cold. and i dont think i'll ever ease up because i cant stop holding this grudge. i dont think i'll let them in because, too bad, it disgusts me. i dont think i'll ever tell, cos i deserved it. Then i dont think i'll ever tell, cos its just too cold. i dont think i can ever talk to you, cos wat im feeling, i dont even wanna say. i dont think i'll ever stop crying, cos this hell is all too real, and you wont soothe any of this, let alone- wont listen.
But i dont think i'll be telling much more of this, cos im sick of saying it outloud, and i dont think i'll be talking much, i just wont be around. i just dont like being reminded, and i dont want to hear you yell. I dont think there'll be a reply, cos its just too cold, and i'd rather be dead in the frost than laying in the warmth of my tears.
This winters lasting forfuckingever and yer damned sparrow's last bloody feather has fallen into yer cursed hand so that YOU could have a fucking INSTANCE of luck while the one whos FUCKING WATCHING OVER YOU has an INSTANT to live.
i have a knot in my stomach and im choked.
But i dont think i'll be telling much more of this, cos im sick of saying it outloud, and i dont think i'll be talking much, i just wont be around. i just dont like being reminded, and i dont want to hear you yell. I dont think there'll be a reply, cos its just too cold, and i'd rather be dead in the frost than laying in the warmth of my tears.
This winters lasting forfuckingever and yer damned sparrow's last bloody feather has fallen into yer cursed hand so that YOU could have a fucking INSTANCE of luck while the one whos FUCKING WATCHING OVER YOU has an INSTANT to live.
i have a knot in my stomach and im choked.