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so i havent updated in ages. a lot of shit has gone down, i cant even go over it. im so fucking tired all the time. and i pop pills way to much. i cant sleep w/o popping. i fucked colt house. then erica slapped me across the face for it. w/e hommie. i just left and colt brought me home on his motercycle. earlier that night i met brian and colby, omg. fucking hotties. and brian picked me up. and he gives the best hugs. colbys hot as well, but only 16. since im 19 i need to not be attracted to him. None of this is really what i want with life. i want andy back. and i want to be in love and thats all. alright whatever im out. later