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its the time of year to be depressed again. i always know better and i always convince myself for temporary periods, that there are brilliant things which lie ahead and will make my season different, somehow, this time. maybe there is and i get so lost in the summer that i forget my previous endurance's reward..but i don't feel like getting trapped in the cycle again this year. i dont yet know where, but im going to go somewhere that lends me enough mental distraction to take my mind off the time that passes in the meanwhile. im going to new hampshire on wednesday, and although its not a 'personal' but more of a family vacation..it will be a welcome break from the day to day demands of the life i live here at home.
eve picked me up and took me to the sculpture gardens tonight. i hadn't been there in probably 5 years so it was a small pleasure to spend a little time examining the things that were new since my last visit. i envy people who own enough property to work it into a larger artistic vision. maybe i should do something about that.
eve picked me up and took me to the sculpture gardens tonight. i hadn't been there in probably 5 years so it was a small pleasure to spend a little time examining the things that were new since my last visit. i envy people who own enough property to work it into a larger artistic vision. maybe i should do something about that.