Hi-Polymer
I don't know how to put this.
But I'm pretty scared like shat-my-pants-scared sort of about the whole thing.
I already accepted smu biz, but this morning nus called me.
And they offered me a place in architecture.
I'm not sure they can do this, but they already did it.
How huh???? Howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww???
It's like biz is a damn safe course to do, and no one can say I'm stupid. (not that I actually care lah)
And I don;t exactly want to sit at an office and do a fking 9-5 job (I'd rather sit in the studio from 11am-6am sorta thing ANYDAY)
But there's also the thing where I don't think I'm actually up to it. (architecture I mean)
The whole drawing, designing, mathing.
Its all so mind boggling, imagining, building sturctures in the air.
But I think I'll either LOVE MY JOB, or hate it to its damned core.
Its so hard, seriously.
I read that I'll take almost 6-7 years before I can start actually practising as an architect??
I'm more scared than anything else right now.
I have until tmr morning at 10am to give my answer.
Till then I'll be googling about architecture.
But I'm pretty scared like shat-my-pants-scared sort of about the whole thing.
I already accepted smu biz, but this morning nus called me.
And they offered me a place in architecture.
I'm not sure they can do this, but they already did it.
How huh???? Howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww???
It's like biz is a damn safe course to do, and no one can say I'm stupid. (not that I actually care lah)
And I don;t exactly want to sit at an office and do a fking 9-5 job (I'd rather sit in the studio from 11am-6am sorta thing ANYDAY)
But there's also the thing where I don't think I'm actually up to it. (architecture I mean)
The whole drawing, designing, mathing.
Its all so mind boggling, imagining, building sturctures in the air.
But I think I'll either LOVE MY JOB, or hate it to its damned core.
Its so hard, seriously.
I read that I'll take almost 6-7 years before I can start actually practising as an architect??
I'm more scared than anything else right now.
I have until tmr morning at 10am to give my answer.
Till then I'll be googling about architecture.