I'm still alive.

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I hate how when people break up you have to lose all the friends. It's unfair. I wish that I could be friends with people that are Jeff's friends, but it doesn't happen that way. Same with John's friends, they don't talk to me. I think that friendship should not change just because a relationship ended. Cait & Nick broke up, but we all agreed to stay friends afterwards. Even though I can't hang out with them at the same time, I still make sure to visit them both when I go to Williamsport.

I'm hoping to go to NYC soon. I want to visit Eric. Brandon just moved up there too. I wanted to go to the Metropolitian Museum of Art. Stephen & I want to see Rent. I guess that'll have to wait until I save up some money. That's an expensive day trip & I don't feel like getting a hotel. I could always crash at Eric or Brandon's.

I think I've decided against going to school in Philly. Again, the whole money issue. It sucks. I've decided that the only thing I want in life is to be happy. Fuck money, it's destroyed so much in my life. So many relationships, friendships, futures...all gone to shit because of a piece of paper. How gay.

Anyway, I don't think that anybody will read this & if they do...they won't comment. Livejournal is dead, I just felt like ranting a bit.