just fucking fab
well yesterday ev and i broke up cuz hes in a pissy mood.basically the same mood i was in a month ago and he refuses to face things he just runs from them like always.but i really dont think that he realized that i really cared about him a lot...esp now.i made him feel really bad cuz he basically used me the last time we hung out.we like made out the whole day and then hes like yea well then it went away and thats basically as sleezy as fucking a girl then never calling her agian.then after he left i ran into mrs kelley and kimbo and we talked for a while and i really want to spend more time with jackie cuz we never talk anymore and she was like my best friend.when i finally got home i broke the cd evan burned for me for x-mas in half and renamed the other one cuz its semi good and put his picture away and tore him out of the other one on my stand thingy.then i got over it and called him at around 10 and said i still wanted to be friends and blah blah blah cuz im the bigger person and i dont want things to end up like my father cuz hes a fucking douche bag from hell.i sould write a stream of consciousness book..i just go on forever dont i?
omg i almost died!!! a pillow with a messeger in it almost killed me..it was nuts
omg i almost died!!! a pillow with a messeger in it almost killed me..it was nuts